My secret jar

2010-11-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

conclusion:

i am fucking boring!

essays

2010-10-27T04:00:00.002+08:00

10pm---- i decided to nap for half an hour cuz eyes was simply refusing to open.
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1am--- WTF its 1!!!!
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forced myself to wake up and do research for proj meeting tmr,
SUPER distracted...
touch here touch there
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415am ---- HERE I AM typing away cuz I CAN'T SLEEP. (but i cant bring myself to do anymore research too)

how great. im ready to die for my lessons tmr!

anw...
ONE essay down.. but many many more to go..
omg i really need more discipline to sit down and focus on my essays!!!
i have at least one essay due every week.
key words here: AT LEAST!

last night was suppose to be sleep-early-rest-well-ready!
BUT, i fan jian and couldnt sleep.
was wide awake after a half an hour nap.
wasn't even sleep at 3plus am..
but sleep monster hit me BAD this afternoon after i cleared all my classes for the day,
dozing off on car, dozing off while drinking koi. EVEN dozing off while talking,

looking at my long list of assignments, its depressing!
looking at the rest of my sem till 16 dec, its disgusting!

worst of all! my friend told me nie start school on 10th Jan,
faint! I HOPE THIS IS NOT TRUE!
i still want my korea or taiwan trip!

alright
i shall try to sleep now :)

2010-10-24T18:01:00.003+08:00

the way you choose to ignor my sms/fb msg erks me.
the way you drag replying those mentioned above irritates me.

and i know you dont treat others this way.

so stop saying you din take me for granted.

on a side note. AMX IS DRIVING EVERYONE OF US CRAZY!
stop asking me hows the progress of those essays just so you wont feel guilty you are not doing it.

2010-10-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

have been looking ard at different shops for smth to match my missing earing.
guess i will just make do with one side then :(

im not sensitive.
im just going crazy cuz of this multiculture mod..
F*** AMX!
seriously...

2010-10-20T23:10:00.001+08:00

you are my pirioty, i'm your option.

2010-10-20T00:46:00.001+08:00

他妈的不甘寂寞！！！

2010-10-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

i gave up once a year. for first in four year.
shall wait 365 more days then.

dno why im doing this, time seems to be crawling past.
cant 'YOU' move abit faster?

this has proven to be much harder than expected.
im dying.

2010-10-17T02:18:00.002+08:00

im rather sure.. few years down the road.
i still won't regret what i did..

i will prolly still be in this position.
learning to be a better person,
for myself, for you, and for ppl ard me.

indeed its impt to me, but what matters is that we stay happy everyday..
so i will be fine tmr, and i will keep the smile for you.
night world..

2010-10-17T01:54:00.002+08:00

someonesomeone says: Bro how ah.. I think I can't stand loneliness le..

sorry for not entertaining your convo. THIS is the last thing i wna discuss about at the moment.

is travelling back on mrt with your best friend reali that unbearable?

this is the reason why i ask you to reconsider your decision.

2010-10-11T18:55:00.003+08:00

哭一个，笑一个，我选择了笑一个。
毕竟，笑笑，大家都开心。

长大了，不哭了。
珍惜我们一起的每一天。

小小的失望，就算了吧。

im the silly one, who anticipate this day since hell knows when...

2010-10-09T16:01:00.002+08:00

i disagree with most of the things you do this sem,
your attitude towards anything regarding studies or work really erks me..

from poning lessons to mia to not getting mc,
its okie if you LIKE to get yourself into trouble,
then DON'T bother to whine about it when you start to worry,
when we provide you with our opinion, all you care about is WHINE.
you CLEAN up your own mess.

and you bloody hell have the guts to put me in such difficult situation with my senior,
asking for help without even notifying me,
you lied your way throught to get her work,
used excuses like "need to pull up GPA and prepare beforehand" to get help from others,
and this is week 6 alr, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
other than slacking each day thru stalking your bf's fb and daily acitivity,
stoning throught each tutorial and lectures copying other ppl's work.

pls buck up. week 11 and 12 are HELL for everyone esp for you.
by then, you get too worried about other work and neglect OUR grp proj.
i will NOT allow you to smoke through this time again.

you complain about others nagging you to study,
stop and think why isit that EVERYONE nag you to study,
even the ppl from slacker club

2010-10-07T20:28:00.001+08:00

did i do something wrong today?
its getting out of hand..

i want to keep you, but not this way..

:(

2010-10-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

its better to forget about the bad and focus on the good of a person.

2010-09-29T00:39:00.003+08:00

bithday celebrations and presents are impt.
at least to me, it shows how much a person care for his/her fren.

and its obvious your priority for friends has shifted.
going and caring for every other things than old friends.

2010-09-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

oh btw. even thou i am a noob.
but i reali feel like playing vball again..

someone? anyone?

2010-09-28T21:42:00.002+08:00

what started off as a manly voice, is 10 times worse now.
kept coughing non-stop for the past 2 days.
went to doc twice and spent quite alot of med too..

its been very long since i had to take so many pills,
and my most hated cough syrup.
definitely not a good feeling.

didnt eat much cuz there is a constant cough-till-want-to-vomit feeling,
am feeling constipated cuz of the med too.
hahahha.

but hey, im actly exercising while coughing,
aching all over cuz of the constant coughing,
am using alot of energy to couth eh :)

i need to be a better person!

2010-09-26T16:25:00.002+08:00

its heartbreaking to hear those words.

even more so when i know its not within my control.

2010-09-26T11:57:00.001+08:00

it's a brand new day.

so forget about the anger and frustration.
it wont make my day any better this way.

smile :)

2010-09-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

there's simply no reason when it comes to love.

if there's only one thing you can bring to an island.
what will it be?

it doesn't matter what you bring, just stay happy :)

There are things that i can't say, or maybe, i just can't bring myself to say it.
you said it for me.
but i will still pretend just so things won't be awkward between three of us.

STOP COUGHING!

2010-09-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

JENNY NEARLY FAINTED IN CLASS TODAY!

NO JOKE!!

decided to rest at home on monday since mc offered to fetch me home.
it was a quality afternoon chill out tgt :)

another reason for going home is cuz i dont wna disturb their sleep with my non-stop coughing at night.
i thought all 3 of us can slp beta, BUT!!!
it took me BLOODY 2 hours to fall asleep!
coughed for two freaking hours at 2 am.
only managed to slp at ard 4 and woke up at 620 wanting to kill myself!

was seriously considering taking MC!
but decided to go since i've alr woke up.

so for the rest of the day,
i was seeing double vision!
and trying super hard to stay awake!
escpecially the 3 hours AED!
arghhhhhh....

plsplsplspls stop coughing.

2010-09-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

没有自信心的我，
没有要求，
没有期望，更不敢希望什么，
过一天是一天。

只能尽力做到最好，
希望你能看见我的努力。

i guess after that email.
there's no chance she will change her impression of me.
arghhhhhhh diu lian :(

2010-09-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

just a question.
right now. what am i to you?

2010-09-19T00:29:00.003+08:00

ok time for some real updates.
blog has turned into twitter these days.

hmmm 2 weeks into school and i just feel like nuaing..
wna nua at home, watch all the drama and videos and just forget about everything!
kept dozing off during lectures as always.
somehow, modules from this sem is 'killer' dry!
super ultra boring!
chinese history and intro of chinese thought?!

no more hall life for me.
only managed to drop by afew times in the same room to chill for not more than half an hour.
pathetic eh! i kinda miss all the late night crap we had back in yr 1.
i see CLAR's fridge and CLAR's vacumm cleaner in their room,
note to myself, rmb to remind princess clar.

i feel old to be a year 3.
feel even older when im ard the freshies.
back then when i was a little girl, my only wish is to grow up and be adult.
now... TIMES FLIES LIKE A BITCH!

three years ago, you would nvr say such things to me.
three years ago, i.....
there are things that i wont say,
but those things are the holes in my heart,
its bleeding, but it will never die..

2010-09-18T01:33:00.002+08:00

this is ME.

i made this choice,
i don't regret,
so for NOW, i will stick to this choice and make the best out of it.

cheers :)

very bad day

2010-09-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

dont take me for granted!

jenny sounds like a man now, she is coughing NONstop, with a slight fever, and a severe cramp.
i can eat any sort of medicine other than cough syrup!
i hate that taste since young.

my arm and shoulder are aching from carring heavy bags and files over the week,
and i feel alittle neglected by sf.

my new found best fren is YL :D
lub <3

2010-09-15T18:32:00.002+08:00

i need to start clear those moutain height reading this weekend!!!
but throat is ultra pain now. i sound super manly and it doesnt seem to be recovering anytime soon :(

it hurtssss and i dont feel like eating at all :(

2010-09-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

so now i will be here to support every decision of yours dear friend :)

2010-09-10T19:47:00.001+08:00

i am bored..

haha okie that aside i have been craving for sashimi these days.
to think i actly hate those things when just few years back,haha.
someone take me to nice jap buffet pls,
freeflow of sashimi can reali make my day :)

2010-09-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

how interesting..

stir shit.. lol.

Have fun :)

2010-09-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

happy days, pls STAY :)

2010-09-03T03:43:00.001+08:00

i fell asleep with handphone in my hand again..

2010-09-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

shall not think about the emo things these days.
stay positive and happy:)

i am a happy gurl this week!

31st august,,,

2010-08-31T02:12:00.002+08:00

i want to hide and pretend nothing happened..
turn back time and make everything right..

or am i still not too late?
let me make things right.. for once..

2010-08-30T18:28:00.002+08:00

i want to go back to year one.
even thou i was mad busy,
but i was happier then.

friends come and go.
some stay for a little while longer before they eventually exit your life.
when is your turn?

2010-08-30T01:41:00.002+08:00

what a very small world!
okie very small spore.
haha but well. its been 4 or 5 years?
pls dont rmb me! even thou christ still rmb :(

and so.. let the "fun" begin..

2010-08-29T13:13:00.002+08:00

a brand new start...
how nice.

no more brand new start for me.

2010-08-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

go ahead, and break my heart a million times.
cuz i will never get immuned to this pain.

im still recovering from what you said.
this time round, they stick to my mind,
those words are on repeat mode,
haunting me whenever i'm alone.
you've made it clear, a life without me from now on.

2010-08-28T13:02:00.001+08:00

wishes will come true. won't they?

2010-08-28T01:12:00.002+08:00

dear lappie. pls be nice to me.
stop hang-ing,
function properly from now one PLS...
i need you the MOST now.

the only way to keep myself busy is to watch the endless drama series on pptv.
but even so. i still feel the pain.
i wish i can be busy too..

its eating me up and i dno how long more can i last..
being nice is much harder than i thought..

2010-08-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

i promised. and so i will keep to my words.
but i check my hp almost every 15 mins.
that is killing me! so throw my hp away pls!

a ask me go movie today.
b ask me go sentosa on thur.
i need stop stoning and thinking of rubbish things.
digging throught old stuff and bringing back those memorise.
but i dont want to go anywhere.

the alphabets on my hand are fading :(

be happy

2010-08-23T11:53:00.002+08:00

whats wrong with blogger? just updated a long entry and now its gone!

anw.. you left me with no choice but to say those words..
you've made it clear what you want and dont want.
so this is me being nice.

i hope you can be happier from now on :)
pls be happier.

and for now, let me emo in my little corner
im desperately finding smth to do to keep my mind off it..

2010-07-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

pls let this work..
pls....

2010-07-13T00:38:00.001+08:00

feeling unfair or emo doesn't help you finish your work, so wipe away the tear and focus.

2010-07-11T22:17:00.001+08:00

try our best....

2010-07-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

what you have forgot. has led to my worst nightmare...

i am going thru shit.

and i am a bad person in your eyes. you who matters the most to me..

2010-06-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

this is my blog. i write what i want here!

so to me, i tink i have every right to get pissed off.

i talked to you nicely over the past 2 or 3 weeks.
told you the route. told you everything you need to know.
even when you ask me about things you ought to know alr, i answered patiently.
gave you all the time you want and all..
i am trying to be nice cuz i shouted at you during my exam period for not helping!
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA? it is NOT JUST ME who is pissed. not just me who is unhappy,
not just me who has been complaining?!

thou they/he/she dont express it like me, but they/he/she is/are pissed unhappy and complaining.
so pls. i am nt the bad guy here, i just express myself alittle better and clearer.

and for you, i've read a dozen travel blog or website.
i guess you did take a look at what i showed you, but i wonder if you even read it or just look at the pictures. u still seem so clueless about everything! am i suppose to count on this to help?

as happy as before.....

2010-06-09T01:56:00.002+08:00

i will be a better person,
i will be a happier person :)

i will be less whiny,
i will complain lesser,
i will smile more,
i will be more cheerful

promise i will smile more infront of you, i can be back to the cheerful gal like how i was few years ago.

2010-06-03T01:21:00.002+08:00

should i be happy that i have endless tw trip fotos to look thru from my frenz or shld i cry?

everyone love to go tw in may..

and my com is not helping cuz its insanely slow....

2010-06-02T01:05:00.002+08:00

nothing beats how fucked up i feel right now.

went for a bdae celebration and saw 2 BEST BEST frenz quarreling right infront of us.
one stormed off while the other one kept silent thru out the night.

and while i was looking at some bill and dealing with money issue,
i realised i've just lost 680 bucks! FUCKING SIX HUNDRED AND EIGHTY DOLLARS!
cuz i was blur, cuz my fren was blur. and i cant blame her for any of it cuz she was helping me,
so i have myself to blame for it. FML
seriously FML!

2010-05-30T12:16:00.001+08:00

在愛情與友情之間，有種東西叫做曖昧；在幸福與兩難之間，有種選擇叫作成全。愛你，不爲難你，只守護你；於是，你的愛情，我在對面。

2010-05-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

i feel horrible. terrible!!!

and im in alot of pain..

i tink my body is getting weaker.

anw.

i need to s***..

i need to shop,BADLY~

i need to buy my camera MORE BADLY but i just dno wich one shld i buy and when and where and how.

oh and i need to do the itinery.

yup..

2010-05-17T00:44:00.005+08:00

somehow i know this will happen.
maybe i was dao and harsh. but how shld i react to you?
we can no longer be like before.

sometimes i reali wish i can erase that 3 months of memory.
erase you out of my life.

2010-05-12T04:01:00.002+08:00

you are the reason.. the motivation...
to keep me going everyday,
doing what i hate the most.

2010-04-26T02:01:00.002+08:00

SOME PPL JUST DOENST KNOW WHAT DOES

"I HAVE EXAM TMR" MEANS!

OR MAYBE.. THEY DNO WHAT DOES "BYE TALK TO ME TMR!" MEANS...

YOU STOP TALKING TO ME! I SAID BYE FOR SO MANY TIMES ALR!

OMG TMR PAPER! PLS BE EASY :)

2010-04-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

*JeNnn* says: watch me CRAP tmr baby

Jiaying says: oh me tooooo wahahahaha

*JeNnn* says: we see who crap longer!

Jiaying says: hahahhaha set!

well this is how pathetic we are!!!
our exam tmr is all about CRAPPING!
no clue what so ever how to study..

and right now im reading thru the notz...
and hmm... i tout i specialise in CHINESE?
half of the notz is in ENGLISH!
if not maths formula!

anw conclusion after talking to afew gals,
we will crap our way thru tmr and try to make sense out of those crap :)

GOD BLESS ME!

2010-04-16T02:44:00.003+08:00

on the other hand..

THANKIEW SO VERY MUCH!!!!!!

FOR EVERYTHING!!

BEST BEST sf ever!!!

YOU ARE DA BEST!!!

dont sian pls!!! good night!

ps. gastric sucks!

2010-04-16T02:21:00.002+08:00

I AM FUCKING PISSED!!!
WE ARE FUCKING PISSED!

I HAVE FUCKING EXAMS NEXT WEEK!

AND I AM SLPING SO FUCKING LATE EVERY NIGHT..

NOT CUZ IM STUDYING OR FINISHING MY ESSAYS..

BUT WORRYING ABOUT OTHER THINGS!

WHILE ....................

well.. as usual i deleted the rest of the post.. i bet you wont even know why are we so pissed! cuz to you. you tink everything you do is right.. with all your da dao li and blah!

wo ge ta mian zi! ye gei ni mian zi!!!
bu ran zhao wo de xin ge. zao jiu nao jiang le!

2010-04-14T02:33:00.003+08:00

everytime when i need to do smth,

SIMPLE THINGS BECOME SOOOOOOOOOO IMPOSSIBLE!

everyone doesnt have a prob. but when its my turn,
it becomes COMPLICATED.

HOW GREAT!

all i want is for you two to be there, ISIT THAT HARD?

christ got me all worried now :(

2010-04-11T19:32:00.001+08:00

i have a test tmr and im just starting to study..

hurhur.... GOD BLESS ME!

oh i was doing research k! not playing!

2010-04-07T00:49:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy these days!!!

either 2 parties a week or 3 essays a week or 2 tests a week!!

and i've been busy w finishing my videos whenever im free..
that explains why i have no time to blog.
thou i've got plenty to update....

hur hur hur.. reason im here?
wanted to comment on smth i saw just now,
but i reckon its gna do any good so well i shall swallow it back.
i have no comments about what i saw,
im not being silent cuz im scared of you,
just dont want any more trouble...

things are good now, it seems feasible..
and i thank you for all the help :)

im disappointed w you like seriously! din know you are like this!

CRAZY WEEK!!!

2010-03-28T11:49:00.002+08:00

alright! i survived this week!!!
HORRAYYYYYY!!!

a week of THREE ESSAYS!
a week if TWO PARTIES!
all on weekdays somemore!!!

jace's white and bling party was very pretty!!!
cuz i deco-ed it! ( i did help abit ok)
will do another entry for it.

and man ning's party was CROWDED w her family!
guess i was too tired i ate ALOT at her party!
brownies was SUPER NICE
bdae cake was EVEN NICER!
fondue was FUN to play with..

and this woman is FINALLY BACK from taiwan!
missed her so much!
espc THIS WEEK!
when we had to do three essays, of which 2 are grp work..
ahem ahem!

haha she is my entertainment! the piggy!

JeNn* says: YOU ROCK!

*hsiang=)* says: ...

*JeNn* says: rock at lying!*

hsiang=)* says: YAR LAR...U SCISSOR..

*JeNn* says: what scissor?!

*hsiang=)* says: I ROCK MAH OK LAR U RULER~

*JeNn* says: i want to be paper!

*hsiang=)* says: u rulezz ruler!!

*JeNn* says: we are lame!

*hsiang=)* says: SSSSSSSSHHHHHH DONT woof woof i need to do work

hahaha... welcome back!

2010-03-18T20:13:00.003+08:00

we all hope everything can be planned and taken care of,
but there HAS to be someone to PLAN it!
i am not hsiang yin!!!!

aussie trip is offcially cancelled cuz bryan neo gave us the wrong date!
imagine, IF i din ask ytd.
i cant blame you but gal! you suggested it. YOU!
everyone suggest liao talk abt it liao. then walk away. who clear up the rest!

this is now the peak of assignments and test period.
WRU!

2010-03-18T19:55:00.003+08:00

there are so many things i wna say. wna shout.
but i keep it within me.

afraid that once those words are out.
more trouble will come my way.

but i reali need a place to vent my anger.
to vomit everything out.

push here push there.
push push push!

IS MSN REALI SO FUCKING BORING?!

2010-03-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

i was in a good mood till someone msged me just now.
and my hp SUCKS BIG TIME!!!
someone pls help me!!!
why isit SO FUCKING SLOW!
my dad's looks fine leh!
damn it!

anw.. this entry is suppose to be longer.
but i deleted it, on purpose.
i should have more patience with my frenz.
and despite all the assignments! tests! and bdae parties,
i will make time to confirm and finalise everything soon.

2010-03-14T02:43:00.002+08:00

just back from 2 birthday parties :D :D

tired!!
thankiew for driving me ard!!!
reali BIG BIG THANKS!!

hmmm but some driver.. have the patience to wait for fren 2 hours.
but no patience on the road at all!
work on it police!!! :D

anw fotos and updates next time!
need to shut my eyes for now!
waking up EARLY tmr :(

if you are scared, then don't suggest!
and since we are there alr! i wont waste the trip!

housework day!

2010-03-13T01:42:00.003+08:00

after 3 hours!!! i am still stuck at the card!!!!
how great!
facebook and msn are just so facinating when i need to do the things i dread the most!!!
I SUCK BIG TIME!!! i hate art!!

hahahhaha........... its 2am alr!!! wth!!!!!

seriously i am very tired alr! i shld slp!!!!
getting ony 4 5 hours of slp each day!
losing memory!
oh no.....

anw.. today ...
1. dental! extraction is just so DISGUSTING!
2. IT fair!! power of squeezing thru crowds!
3. bugis! chilllllllax!
4. home! housework!

and as for tmr...
EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT FINE!
i must have the energy to stay alive till the end!
mad rush!

and YOU!!!
how are you?
i miss you!

2010-03-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

i tink i've done my part...
now i just hope someone can faster confirm with me!!
and let me safely book one ticket OR TWO...

i have been wanting to go TW for YEARRRRSSSSSSSSS!!!
anyone! SOMEONE! go tw with me!!!!!!!!!!

aussie trip seems more promising now.
but... dad suddenly chu stun!!!

daddy : "eh your mum going SHANGHAI leh!!!, shall we go hokkaido and piss her off?"
pls DONT !!!! no more suggestion of going here and there!!!
let me settle with one or two like NOW!!!

2010-03-06T01:12:00.001+08:00

people! it is wrong to be too nice to your friend!!!
so dont be!

wtf logic is this!

2010-03-04T18:36:00.002+08:00

i am so angry i can burn that disgusting place down!!!!

and to whoever you are!! that so called fren!!! and all those other filthy creature in that place!!!
STOP SCAMMING YOUR FREN'Z MONEY!!
they are nice enought to help you, they trust you!
AND YOU PROFIT FROM THEIR TRUST!
fucking assholes!

so proud of your achievements there huh?
to hell with those big dream cars of yours!
if one day you reali do get it! its built upon your friend's trust and money!!
and THIS IS SICK!

2010-03-04T01:24:00.002+08:00

i cant go out as much as i want to cuz of my parents.
and that has reali caused quite alot of misunderstandings alr.

today im home cuz i cant go out at night for movie,
but frenz are only free at night.

tmr i cant go beach day cuz i just cant...

i have to plan my go out schedules..
too many, dad will shout.
too little, mum will shout.
im getting tired of all these..

parties

2010-03-03T19:58:00.004+08:00

my blog has been so boring these days..

so uploaded some fotos of the recent parties i went:D

both awesome parties!!!!!

two very pretty birthday gals :D

PENNY'S PURPLE PARTY!!!

we really love her to bits...

hahahaha i cover the P... lazy to photoshop a J onto the board..

but you guys get what i mean yea.

my artist random foto :D

the gals all like it. i like it too!

very pretty WYNNE!!

the guy behind us is definitely posing for the fotos lor!

he is on almost every single one of them! URGH!

love this pic SHO SHO MUCH!

beautiful birthday gal and her SUPER NICE PURPLE TIARA CAKE!!!

EVON'S BALLOON PARTY!

lazy to upload all..all the fotos are on my facebook :D

2010-03-02T22:12:00.001+08:00

happy go lucky :D

dear gal! good to know everythings is AWESOME for you :D

2010-02-27T19:59:00.002+08:00

these days, i prefer to be on time when i meet anyone, or at the most 5 or 10 mins late.
wich is why, i took a cab down to tm, tinking that i will reach on time if i cab.
and partly also cuz weather too hot! i ran for the prev bus but the traffic light simply doesnt like me!

and the very smart uncle took a LONGER route!
okie nvm...
called dear 10 mins after meeting time and she JUST left her house!
... ... ...
second time in two days, my dear fren just left the house when i reach alr!
haiz... this kinda reminded how i was always late last few years,
cuz i know ppl will be late! SO I rather reach later, than to stand there and WAIT!

anyhow the day went well, thou a little messy but we managed to grab a nice present, and pretty card.
ran for our cab wich is alittle weird,
and took ages to find the jap buffet place!!

food was ok :)
the beef was super nice~~
and cuz we only had 30 mins till the end of last order,
we ordered SO MUCH!
table was full to the max!
but the sashimi SUCKS! esp when i dont like sashimi!

oh oh boon was hilarious today!!!
joker of the day man!
i cant rmb how many dumb things he did today! but the most hilarious one was he help a place of black black things to our table,

boon "anyone wants mushroom"

the four of us O.O
stare hard at the plate,

vian "WHATS THAT!"
evon " ISNT THIS FISH?"

Boon "no i ordered mushroom for you guys"

me " but this is fish!!!"

i forget when all 6 of us started laughing SO HARD!
and boon was totally -.-

oh oh and one more.

ok nvm i figure its not gna sound funnyhere.

after the very very filling and funny lunch
all of us squeezed into MC's car cuz NONE is willing to follow boon with his bike...
MJ-ed in mc's house, while the other 3 were played a card version of monopoly! punishment was to drink vodka!
one can just hear the background noise from there side getting louder!
a sign of them getting more high! more drunk!

left his house earlier than the rest, boon offered to take me to eunos with his doesnt look promising bike! HAHA its a second hand from our jnr actly..
i would say, JK IS MORE STABLE!
hahahah maybe cuz sista's license is only one month old!

p.s since when did i become the queen?!?!?

2010-02-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

when i was walking ard raffles shopping center this afternoon..
i realise i did the exact same thing just one week ago!
around the same time! eating yogurt!
AND WAITING FOR PPL WHOSE LATE!
just that this time. the person is late for ONE HOUR!

CHEN HSIANGYIN!!!
called me when i was at bugis, and told me SHE JUST STEP OUT OF HALL 3!!!!!
I was shocked! and ended up in raffles cuz i MISSED my stop at city hall.
whats worse is that, i took the train opps AND HAHAHA IM STANDING IN MARINA BAY MRT STN!!

YES I KNOW! I AM DAMN SMART! THANK YOU!

okie but she was nice enough to treat me to ichban :D
wooohooooo... so not that bad la!

anw... i miss someone alot now :(

2010-02-25T22:06:00.003+08:00

recess week is finally here :):)
okie maybe i shldnt say finally cuz i just had a cny one week break.
but well, who complaines about having too many holiday!!

one the other hand i am dreading next week.
cuz i know, cramp cramp cramp..
THIS SUCKS!
and i need to be out the whole week again just like cny...
getting all sian and moody over it.
but thats okie, i always have someone whose forever more moody and vexed around me.
seems like your problem has become my problem too hor!!
thank me for that!

well today! rushed ard to finish my lesson plan during lunch break.
handed it in and nua-ed in hsiang's hall.
we did NTH! she take FOREVER to make up her mind!
i waited ard, hang out and chill BUT I STILL MISSED THE TIMING!
nvm...

i hate it when i plan my schedule ahead just to suit your timing,
even if i dont know when you are available, i constantly kp myself availdable.
i would turn down any meet up with frenz to suit your timing,
end up feeling guilty everytime.
despite the pain i will be going thru, i choose to lie.
and whats the worse? even thou i know you dont tink its impt, and you will nvr know. i still do it!
but what to do? i cannot control.

2010-02-24T19:15:00.002+08:00

i hate injections :(
it was damn pain today!
plus the drilling! the pressing and pulling..

and just when i thought four years of monthly dental appointment can finally come to an end.
i need to go back next week again! sianz...
i dont reali like the new crowning. it looks odd...
prefer the old one, and its FOC lor!
nvm... at least i dont need to wear braces anymore!
wooohooooooooo...

im rather particular about apologising..
not sure why..

2010-02-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

I DROPPED THE DAMN LAPTOP CHARGER ON MY TOE TODAY!!!
IT WAS FREAKING PAIN!!!
lets pray my toe nail wont drop (like my mum's)

anyway.. i've been getting reali sad dreams these days,
and the thing is, i rmb my dreams!!
even thou i forget most of them after a few hours
but it's a torture to wake up and feeling the same pain everyday.
its hard to explain,
i wake up from my dream, remembering the pain i've experienced,
and it gets worse everyday.
whats wrong with me?

there's one particular dream, excruciatingly painful.
and i know, i will experience this dream one day in my life..
im not at all prepared for it :(

2010-02-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

just came back from a PURPLE PARTY!
and im still seeing purple!!!
haha felt like a crazy purple gal today! purple nails, bag, skirt, earing, ring and even hair clip!
hahaha who ask me have so many purple things!

anw it was fun catching up with my nie babes!
even thou we see each other almost everyday,
but well im just too tired on school days to chill and gossip.
its mostly TAKING DOWN NOTES! and dozing off(very common for me and jiaying!)...

getting there is alr a major wooohaaa!!!!
aloha changi is SO FAR!
met up with hsiang to buy PRETTY WATCH!
brought our bubble tea and found our way to the bus stop..
while waiting we played ard with the iphone camera functions!
OMG SO PAISEH!..

apparently, me and hsiang were like two bimbos taking fotos...
and another bus came.. we were at the interchange so the queue was long,
while the queue infront of us was moving...
a stranger went. ZOOP ZOOP
he was right infront of us walking past to board the bus.. and i totally din recognise him!
he just smiled at us.. the silly smile!
hsiang EH-ed me for dno what reason! he smiled at her too so I TOUT ITS HSIANG'S FREN!
so i asked. WHO IS HE!

the stranger continued to smile, abit awkward this time,
and few seconds later i FINALLY realised. CHRISTOPHER!
the name just came out of my mouth!
he smiled some more. board bus liao still smile and wave..
DOTS LEH IDIOT! CANT YOU JUST SAY SMTH LIKE HELLO IM CHRIST!
OR HELLO JENNY!
smile smile smile!
changed so much how i recognise you lor!

haha anw im talking to the idiot now and he is SO DAMN FUNNY!

okie back to the me and hsiang trying to find our way there!
we were still playing happily with hsiang's iphone till the bus turn into somewhere near changi.
and i start to panick, while hsiang blur blur still blabbering on and on about her story,
i was listening gal! just that im constantly scared i will miss my stop!
CUZ I DNO WHERE THE HELL IS OCH!
in the end, hsiang asked the bus uncle where is OCH!
haha turn out its five stops later.
and then hsiang started her story again while i pay more attention to counting the stops!
im sure ppl ard us would laugh their head off if they hear our convo.. haiz.
one constantly worried about how to get to the place, while the other one concerned about telling her story.. according to her, its to calm me down!

the party was packed with more purple monsters and all of whom I DNO!
ate abit. drank abit and went up to take more fotos!
the cake was very pretty! another art piece from aunty yohana(not v sure of the name)
theme was purple princess...
cut cake, take foto, more foto, lao yu sheng and then off we go to find our cab.
couldnt get a cab, saw a bus and all of us RAN like mad for it.
it was an awesome party i would say, even thou reali abit ulu!

p.s I don't understand why ppl like to lie on the floor when they are drunk!

2010-02-16T13:08:00.002+08:00

i like airport.. and im going there like one hour later to meet chipz..
BUT .. these few months. i have been there way too many times to send frenz off..
airport feels sad in a way now.
esp the last three sending off, all heading to the same uni in aussie.
and they are not there for exchange,
like just in a matter of 5 months they will come back and just STAY!
no... they are going there for years..
:(

okie anw.. feb and march are REAL BUSY months for bdae and parties!
wich means to say -- I AM BROKE!
like a super big big hole in bank account!
and its only mid feb.
omg I MUST NOT SPEND SO MUCH NOW!
I MUST NOT TAKE CAB SO OFTEN!
I MUST SAVE MONEY!!!

2010-02-15T15:53:00.003+08:00

nowadays,
i freak out at the thought of going to parties with alot of strangers!
or rather, i just dont like to enter a place packed with those hi-bye frenz..
simply awkward!

silly im panicking over that now, but yea.. i dno...

p.s i reali reali wna play mj :(

2010-02-14T13:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!!!

alright i just woke up and had my lunch:D
didn't slp the wholeeeee night!!
met wy at 5AM!!!!! and cabbed to airport to send ger.
we were SO early!
half the time i was dreaming and out of my mind.
CRAZY!

so many ppl are not in spore now!!
bryan and jk you two take care of each other there!
lets hope we'll see you guys end of the year :D

vday is alittle different this year at home.
kinda miss those days back in sec and jc,
we used to prepare small hand made gifts for each other during vday.
esp those years in sec,
when i walk into classroom with a table full of pressies there waiting for me alr.
(of coz i brought bags of pressie there for my frenz too)

i went, and yet you forgot,
like im more and more transparent to you......
zr, im sad:(

2010-02-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

IM GLAD THIS WEEK IS OVER AND CNY IS HERE!!!!
ONE WEEK BREAK WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :)

2010-02-12T23:14:00.007+08:00

jenny had an ULTRA tiring week!!!
part of the reason why it was so damn tiring is bcuz of the headache that NEVER seem to go away!

sunday and monday was BAD BAD CRAMP!
its just getting worse each time.

tue was still CRAMP!
top with madly-rushing-aroudd-spore..
woke up at 630 for lesson (every mon tue thur)
attended 3 out of 4 hours of lect to meet leck!
oh btw i DIN PLAN to pon lect!!! (hvn pon a SINGLE lesson this sem!) but cuz of some last min meet up and since i promised her that i will pei her find her new year clothes, had to meet her earlier so that we can get things done.

went to her supplier to get the backorders and buy her clothes,
we were hopping in and out of shops on third floor and the whole place is like a MAZE!!
wonder how she walk ard the place so easily and rmb what she need to get from each shop!
hahah leck! only if you spend that amt of brainjuice,braincell and whatever brain on your studies!! I AM SURE YOU WILL BE SO DAMN SMART!

we managed to get all the backorders and her clothes by 3 plus
and let me tell you! THAT BAG OF STUFF is sho huge!
she so small size had to carry SUCH A BIG BAG of things!

after walking her to mrt stn, the half fainting me tried to get a cab!
ended up walking ard the street trying to find a good spot to get my cab!
by the time i reach xxxxx with fries (cannot rmb the name)
i was dog tired!
made super loud noises trying to settle down and the headache hit me HARD.
food was nice, had my sugar intake and it was the only time that day i could relax and rest for awhile.
it was a farewell surprise for ger! byebye gal!!!

after some foto taking session, ger went off for her tuition,
while i decided to go play lan since im there,
WRONG MOVE! my headache got worse!
and i was so damn shocked that i missed afew impt smses!!
rushed down to meet customer by due to some mis comm, it was a little messed up.

by the time i reach home, 9pm!
suppose to do essay but ended up trying so hard to figure out WHY THE DAMN HELL i cant upload fotos on fb!
in the end give up and slp at 2... 4 hours short of waking up for 24 hours straight.

following few days were chionging of other things,
all in all I AM SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF MY SLP!!!!!

and friday TODAY!!!
went to sch just to hand in my essay,
got my flower :)
ordered flower for ahem ahem!! (first time in my life im ordering bouquet for a guy!!)
haha but its fun! and i hope it reach him in the correct way you want gal:)
went for grocery shopping with hsiang and got another pretty pressie from JR!!!
it was SHO SHO SHO DAMN CROWDED with couples EVERYWHERE!
what a wrong day to be out!

and ended my day with a visit to airport yet again.
this time for MR CHAN JK!
take care over there and we will see you dis dec!

sorry for this abit larger font size...

even thou i don't do things hoping to get smth in return
but at the very least i hope the person can show some appreciation
and NOT take it for granted!
yes i admit i am rather slack on work but THAT DOESNT MEAN I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO SETTLE, BUY AND PLAN EVERY SINGLE TIME!

at the end of the day i am still the bad person,
black face or whatever you say! that is me when i stone! when im tired, when i dont feel like being all hyper and crazy and entertaining.
sometimes i reali wonder, why bother?

2010-02-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying, even though she acts like nothing is wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying.

be strong girl..

2010-02-06T02:06:00.003+08:00

just came back from my first 21st birthday party of 2010..
this will be a year packed with 21st parties :)

EVON'S PARTY!!!
my lovely evon celebrated her bdae one week in advance!
she's sho pretty today! i sound like a les here! haha..
well a handful of athenian turn up and we bought the birthday gal her Wii!!!!!

the place and decoration was WOW!!!
im such a noob!
have been wondering where on earth is NSRCC the past few days and HAHAHA it was the very same chalet we went back in sec sch! i went there THRICE! somemore! how smart right?
and i even cycled there once! ALONE! (okie not exactly alone considering my cousin was far behind me). its at the very end of ECP!

i like the place! even thou its rather inaccessible..
remember i walked out of the place once with wanqing cuz we missed the bus to tanah merah.
it was scary okie! to walk that long stretch of very dark road at 1am!
i will NEVER forget that night!
one car even stopped beside us! for a moment we thought the kind driver is gna give us a ride..
only to see her face telling us its dangerous to walk on road!
the walkway RIGHT BESIDE THE DAMN DARK FOREST is safer..
HOW KIND OF HER!

okie back to EVON's bdae!!
its a party decorated with many pretty balloons! most of wich are helium balloons!
oh I LOVE BALLOONS TOO!
but sadly, none of the athenian brought balloon there, sorry von!
I LOVE THE GIGANTIC 21 BALLOON THE MOST!
makes me wna have a 21st party too! just for that balloon ITS WORTH IT LOR!
thx to the 3 drivers. we reach the place pretty early, had our dinner and wrote von her bdae card.
most of wich i stoned thru the process..
till we started playing indian poker! its was MADDNESS!
with extra rules and IDIOTS!
thou we were sitting outdoor, i think we were no doubt the most noisy clique there!
haha anw the game continued till von announce its time to cut cake..

you know the same few things. bdae song. fotos.... make a wish, fotos.. cut cake, EVEN MORE fotos...
the first floor was rather packed during foto time so we excused ourselves to the kitchen, WHERE MY NEIGHBOURS STARTED DRINKING SHOTS, of nude VODKA! i had a few too. like the warm sensation in the stomach, and the numbness that lingers around my tongue and throat..

we were so entertaining! that evon's mum stayed ard to talk to us for REAL LONG!
most of wich talking about evon's "bf", my brother :D
it was hilarious! she said he has good build! wahahahaha! want to see him without shirt!
and the ever horny comments from the guys!
the usual!

haha smth interesting. alot of PL gals went. and well.......
alot of les and bi too!
I personally FIND IT COOL!
hahaha who knows. maybe im a bi too!

okie fotos on fb soon!
supper at 85 was FULL!

one down, four more to go till the end of march..
PARTY saturdays!

2010-02-05T01:33:00.003+08:00

DIE ALSO MUST LET IT HAPPEN!!
FOR THE SAKE OF MUAI 3 DRESSES!

hahahaha.. u get what i mean.

p.s. its getting more fun to argue! as least for me...

2010-02-03T02:05:00.002+08:00

i am hungry :(
and i can't sleep.....

you just gave me a reason to die earlier...

2010-01-27T22:05:00.002+08:00

my internet is driving me nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!
fb ar fb!

anw. did abit shopping today:D
glad we got somethings done,
thou im still panicking over the graphic tee and afew other presents.

thankyou... im coping well without hall now.

2010-01-26T23:49:00.003+08:00

thou its just 2 hours.
but it reminded me of the past..
how we used to be. and how fun it can be when we are tgt.
i miss that.
i dont want to grow old!

like i told you. its a mixed feelings..
how ppl tink and guess whats going on.
and how we know clearly whats happening.

row you nvr fail to surprise me!! right till the last sec!
thankiew and love youuuuuu...........

2010-01-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

i tink i can say, i got thru those shit with some motivation.
like friday dental, meet ups and random exercise..

but now even the motivation is fucked up.
thats why im so affected.

2010-01-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

one last email and i will be done with all those CRAP!
even thou its tiring now, but i've made my decision.
so dont DONT regret girl.
you can do it:D

2010-01-16T18:10:00.001+08:00

all packed! ready for sunday.
and tue will officially be the start of my hell!
nth can describe how i feel, mixed feelings of nth good!

2010-01-15T01:42:00.002+08:00

ultra pissed over hall! screwed up shit!
even more pissed with the trouble!
but at least hall peeps are not all that bad..
i mean all are nice.. at least i reali laughed happily during supper today.
thx von :D and thx DICK!
the most most unexpected person to offer most help and great supper!!!

i've been stoning these 2 days. refusing to accept the fact..
but guess its time to pack up and crack the news to others.
and yes jenny you are just that suay!

i said!!! out of my life!

2010-01-14T01:35:00.002+08:00

BYE BYE QIIIIIIIIIIIIIII....
one of the most emotional send-off among the few wich i've been to.
have fun there k gal!

THAT ASIDE.. TODAY IS A FUCKING SUCKY DAY!!!!!
FCUKING SUAY!
REALI!
WHY START FROM THIS YEAR! WHY SO LAST MIN?!

i stoned for 15 whole mins at the letter b4 i realise,
stoning will not help to solve the prob..
asked ard.. complained..
i was LOST. for 2 hours, before i come up with a logical solution wich I PRAY TO GOD it must work!
if not.. suck thumb!

omg.. and to tink i have so many sms to rep with my super not helpful HP!
not that i blame you for not wanting to go.
but at least a clear ans next time pls! thankiew!
i was frustrated over my own prob, so forgive me for my lack of patience dear.

and i miss you, but dear.. dont come back to my world anymore...

2010-01-13T03:10:00.003+08:00

clique 5 is great!!!!!
everything went well...
yaya and i slacked around playing her new netbook while waiting for the rest.
food was good! K was awsome...
but maybe i shld have went home after K...

thou i've long gotten used to it since last year..
but i cant help feeling alittle disappointment in you guys..
espc the 2 of you!
it makes a very big difference now.
i'm surprised.. VERY surprised at my new 发现...

just wondering. are we reali gd frenz?
or just a grp who hang out once in awhile for lotsa fun...
i enjoy our gatherings BIG TIME! but....
we are different compared to other close frenz.

will i ever meet you again??

2009-12-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

i hate myself these days..
feel that im rather.. mean.
am i?

guess i should stop being so lazy and start meeting up more with frenz..
stop being so princess like all over again..
pissed with myself to a certain extent, but parents are not helping either.

countdown this year is... ... ...
there are many things i cant say.
but things are just going from bad to worse,
i am sorry if i got agitated abit too easily but pls understand.
im not in the best of mood to be patient..
reali reali sad now.

2009-12-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

2010 is coming!!!!!!! :D
yes im excited in a way! its a brand new year..
there are so many things i want to do.
going USA is at the top of my list!
haha anyone wants to go with me?!

i want to go tw too!!!
okie wait! taiwan is above usa!!!
haha guess its more realistic to go TAIWAN first yea?

i want to learn korean! learn jap!
learn alot of things!!

concentrate more on studies and friends!
throw random thoughts away!
and be a happy gal this year!

i dno what will the ans be, but no matter what, LIFE GOES ON!

p.s. i have been wasting too much at time slping!!
exercise and meet up more with frenz!

2009-12-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

dear blog! sorry you are rotting!

well i just cant find a reason to blog you see..
laziness!!!!

14th dec! the day i have been dreading for WEEKS!
is finally over!
no more driving lessons!
YES!!!

today! i was stoning alot!
more than usual.
but i wasnt emo or sad, i just... stone. for no particular reason.
i am a boring person!!! and i cant bring colours to your life like i used to.
outings have been standard, some was even "like shit" as to how you described.
i know you want smth different in life, guess i am pulling down your pace..
to me, i am happy now, i dont want to change anith.
but this is my dream, not yours.

i understand...
dont worry about the hole.

2009-11-25T02:23:00.002+08:00

holiday is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well.. after one day of sleeping.
i feel alot better!

din sleep before my last paper.
not that i studied through out the night.
i was in nie canteen with my fren and i TRIED to slp!

and.... i dont need one more brother..

2009-11-18T02:16:00.003+08:00

thanks for talking to me when i needed someone the most.
both of you..

you, who reminded me of who i used to be.

and you, who can somehow, read my mind.

i feel that, my mind, my heart, din mature as i grow...
in fact. the opposite is happening.