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| Wednesday, November 25 |
| holiday is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well.. after one day of sleeping. i feel alot better! din sleep before my last paper. not that i studied through out the night. i was in nie canteen with my fren and i TRIED to slp! and.... i dont need one more brother.. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:23:00 am |
| Wednesday, November 18 |
| thanks for talking to me when i needed someone the most. both of you.. you, who reminded me of who i used to be. and you, who can somehow, read my mind. i feel that, my mind, my heart, din mature as i grow... in fact. the opposite is happening. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:16:00 am |
| Saturday, November 14 |
| i lied.. i did cry.. and it was like a waterfall. i said those things cuz of your indifferent attitude towards everything this time. but your words are a thousand times worse. you have no idea...... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 1:13:00 am |
| Saturday, November 7 |
| so i am sitting in the living room now.. typing the never ending chinese essay.. next week is gna be insane. i just hope i can finish this essay soon! there are way too many distractions here. even parents are distraction. the place itself. the things that need to be done, ppl that we have to meet. the only comforting thing is the support from you guys:D and i will be back soon.... going back to my essay! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:59:00 am |
| Monday, November 2 |
| the ugly side of human! i nvr want to see your face ever again bitch! it is you! that caused his life! ITS A LIFE! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA!? he took care of you! your whole life! you din have to work! your life was fucking good! YOU GET WHATEVER YOU WANT CUZ OF HIM! he worked hard for YOUR family! your daughters! YOU! and everyone that have to do over that side! none of you care?! if only one.. ONE DAMN PERSON was there for him! if only ONE FREAKING IDIOT ask him to go to a HOSPITAL! and not a bloody useless clinic! nothing would have happened! he worked his life for the ppl he love. but the last few days of his life.. he felt like a lonely old man.. yes no one expect such things to happen, so fast, so sudden.. BUT this is life! you know he is no longer that healthy, but DID YOU even think of taking care of him?! did you for once, JUST ONCE! think that you should spend more time with him? rather than meeting your other 三八s for the never ending mahjong sessions?! he was so sick the past few days! and you left him ALONE with the useless maid. you left him to go do a clinic ALONE! what were you thinking bitch?! WHAT?! if only.. someone was there. if only.. grandpa.. you went to a private hospital earlier... and not wait till you faint.. if only the doc in gov hospital were more experienced.. nth would have happened, at the most, just hospitalised for a few days. then i can still visit you this holiday, next holiday, for your bdae as planned.. you have many more years to enjoy! at least.. be a little more prepared. i know you have many things undone, many things unsaid... life.... i dont want to know all these, but i cannot avoid.. sooner or later they will tell me.. i will never forgive you! but again.. i dont tink you are at all sad.. you are busy digging his things and thinking of how to renovate the old house.. dont you ever expect me to call you puo puo... you are not worth it! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:54:00 am |