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| Tuesday, March 31 |
| i wonder what can be worse than this, i prefer to live in my own world, pls remind me NOT to ask animore the next time. my own world. safe, secure and happy. i feel bad, asking for your help when i need you, knowing that you will never say no. but this has to stop, because you are the reason why im misbehaving, slipping to that 'old' me. i have the tendency to put all the blame to myself. cuz reali, its my fault. but the truth hurts, more than you can ever imagine. stop the pain |
| (Your Name) ♥ 1:44:00 am |
| Sunday, March 29 |
| CHEER UP GURL! YOU NEED TO DO YOUR WORK! :(:(:( |
| (Your Name) ♥ 10:54:00 pm |
| Saturday, March 28 |
| after one year or so, i've learnt to kp calm. to not make a big fuss over this thing. on one hand, i don't dare to say much, knowing what that will result to. and on the other hand, it is your decision that matters, cuz it shows what you reali want. im learning, still learning, to accept you as who you are. and im glad that i've grown out of THAT me. thou it still hurts to know, you choose them over me. on a lighter note, celebrated 2 birthdays over the past week. both successful and we had lots of fun :) my lovely birthday gals. stay pretty. and many more bdae celebrations to be celebrated tgt alrtie. leck's bdae with da clique at marina barage. true enough its not easy to get there, most taxi dno the way in. but the view there is simply stunning. especially at nite. weijie's appearance was a sweet surprise arranged for her, by roomie :) camwhor-ing was fun, explored diff functions in their cameras. leck's fotos are the best :):) Sweet's 20th was spent in douby gaut and clarkquay. had alittle fun playing ard with her! fun to see her a little scared! the short walk up to timbre was just funny.. haha.. love the pizza but hate my drink. we then proceed to pumproom. it was impromtu, cuz we still had alot of time. had lots of fun there, cuz jace was being sabo-ed up onto stage for a hot birthday dance. REALI VERY SEXY!!!! love you gal... friday was spend with OF. me studying, while he slack ard. thanks alot for the company!!! even thou u had nothing much to do. aside from bring lots and lots of food! but u still came. thankiew! a bad day.. everything was wrong, from the start till the very end.. lastly, thanks bro.. for trying! i can see that you've tried. its not your fault. love that winks :) |
| (Your Name) ♥ 9:33:00 pm |
| Thursday, March 26 |
after soooo long, i can't believe im still living under her shadow. after so much. i am, yea I AM just particular about her. just bcuz she was earlier. maybe she's better, funnier, nicer, more caring anything and everything thats better than me. WHATEVER! i should reali be doing my work now. but i cant get if out of my head. yes X! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 3:29:00 am |
| Thursday, March 19 |
| i'm glad i'm over it now, or maybe long time ago.. it was a hard time, confused, angry and irritated.. for now, all i want is to stay this way, not too far, not too close, just nice.. so pls dont come any nearer, it makes me uncomfortable. lesson learnt.... and anw, i knew it, its a bad news, i know i shldn't be saying this, but why always tell me after you do it? or worse, tell me only when i ask you. for the last time, stop saying it, you can do it as long as you put in more effort, so you guys know me better than i know myself? i've tried! tried so hard, and what do i get? i know i can't do it, not anymore. there come a point of time when one just has to admit, maybe when u stop hoping for it, stop working so hard for it, it is easier to accept the truth of losing it, not achieving the best. until you are numb with the poor results. and finally accept that, its plain stupidity. :( |
| (Your Name) ♥ 6:23:00 pm |
| Saturday, March 14 |
| alrite. time for some real update. start from last week ba. 2 march monday dinner with row and sooyuan! they reali know how to bully ppl! ESPECIALLY ME! next time i am ONLY going out row! tan sy dont you come again next time! but still, its good to catch up with both of them. all our gossip and bitching! and its bonus day for me. thou just afew seconds.. :D tue FINALLY met up with both hsin and cai.. its ever so hard to meet up for us. cai is OH SO BUSY all the time. AND YOU OWE US SMTH! all you know is food food food! fotos are nice :) reali enjoyed myself! april fool is next :) looking forward :) wed lunch with jace and junkai in Novena. the two gals decided to be nice and accompany loner jk during his lunch time. and it turns out! his lunch time is from 12 - 3! reali SUPER slack! but it was fun!! VERY FUN! to make fun of jk. he and his "ka-mon la"! hilarious! so sad yaya is sick!! but we din forget you, esp jk! thur catch up with work and rest! finally i get to slp! dinner with the freshies. and mj at nite! OH MY TIAN! we played overnite! until 730 am! and i lost ALOT! SIMPLY BRAIN DEAD! with all the i-can-do-nothing-big-and good-with-it tiles. sososossosososossososososo sian! and all this! bcuz i went to cover for someone who needs to study and slp! noob!! i dont want u to share with me! but u still owe me that treat! fri slack till afternoon. pack up and home sweet home dinner was great. thanks alot!!!! and then when i want to go jp for a book! i was shocked by the amt of heads i saw in east point! for the first time! east points is fillllllllllllllllled with ppl! gals screaming their heads off for xiao zhu!!! rou zhi xiang is in east point! and i went OMG when i see him! SO SHUAI! sat work work work and family day sun went to lib for my essay. and sadly i cant find any books for it! :( 9 march monday lesson lesson!!!! brainstorm and draft outline for my chinese essay. but the prob is! we are only given 2 words for the esssay! and I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT 2 WORDS MEANS! the prof din tell us what he expect, just said: write whatever you want that has to do with that 2 words can alr!" oh mann!!! agony! tue more agony!!!! essay-ed the WHOLE DAY away! only managed to break awhile and dinner with athena. chionging alone, with totally no idea what my essay should have! i can only silently pray that im on the right track. and the progress was THIS slow..... finished it at 5am and decide to waste the rest of my time till my morn lesson at 830 cuz i know i will be dead on my bed if i slp. and miss the morn lect! wed dno what happened during lect! "nod" my way thru!!!! my neck hurts from the constandt nodding! the day ended at 550.. ICT was once again, facebook! helped out in hall supper. we had EXCESS food and drink. food was not so hard to get rid of.. nearly everyone walk away with extra food towards the end of the supper. most of them... forced into taking extra. but the drinks! we welfare ppl had to cai qun to finish it. but it was fun! sabo-ing the guys to drink. the day end pretty late (as always) after me watching afew epi of ghost whisperer. im simply addicted! to the extend of slping min hours of slp for it! thur nothing much dinner at jp Marley and Me with OF. i always feel most at ease with you! :) slept V late once again ( i slp after 4 everyday ) bad habit, i know. today woke up late. reached jp and recieve a piece of sian news..... decided not to wait and stick to original plan. but it was indeed a bonus :) met OF on the dot and rushed to the chinese medical clinic. after more than half a year! my poor ankle is still giving me prob! OF is a regular there. so wu yi shi was exceptional nice! we had our late lunch b4 my treatment. he was sososo gentle and the pain was nothing compared to my first ah beh! the one who still gives elvia nightmares! hahahaha... but i din expect... to have my ankle bandaged once again :( following that. it was dental! i mini, i wont call it a bdae celebration, bdae celebration for cute ab. it was indeed a fun day, despite the fact that, the two of you REALI NOISY and abit PAISEH to be with. i still enjoyed the company. your unique style... its smth different in my life. okie i need more sleep more ghost whisperer more time for proj and essay more quality time!! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:49:00 am |
| Tuesday, March 10 |
 quite long time ago, thankiew.. but you know, i know..thankiew.... rushing essay now :( photos on facebook :) lazy to upload here. i wish you the best :):) touch your heart, you know what you truely want. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:56:00 am |