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| Friday, February 27 |
 Maybe . . . giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 3:00:00 pm |
| Friday, February 20 |
| just a short one cuz my eyes are semi-open alr. I PASSED MY FTT!!!!!!! ITS A MIRACLE! why do i say that? cuz i din even finish reading my ftt book.. okie not sure if im gna start my practical soon, i dont even know if i wna learn auto... shall slowly decide ba :) anw im not so pissed with you alr. bcuz my daddy is nice enough to drive me back to hall... you are unreasonable and fierce! alittle disappointed today bcuz of smth, first time i find it so political, really ruin the image and impression BIG time. but well, this only teaches me to depend on myself all the time. shall work things out soon ba. GOOD NIGHT :):) |
| (Your Name) ♥ 3:27:00 am |
| Thursday, February 19 |
| finished my essay alr.. took me SO long to do it!! ICTICT!! well, after 2 lessons of learning HOW to use blogger. this week we learn facebook skill, DAMN LAME! i guess we are all more familiar with fb ok! and which lesson allows us to outrightly use fb infront of teacher, most of us were on ps games while others busy looking at fotos. should have taken a foto, the scene was hilarious. i've been trying real hard to study for FTT, but after 3 days of essay, reali NO mood... and now i tink i can announce that I AM GOING TO FAIL MY FTT!!! (all bcuz of you, SPOIL my mood totally) so byebye to my PASSED tmr..... sorry roomie.... swearing at the top of my voice on MSN just now, because what u are doing is REALI UNREASONABLE! ok u may be stressed over the event i can understand. BUT spare a thought for me too yea? BLOODY airport is SO near! and you had to say "everyone must be present at the meeting." within less than a hour, AM I SUPPOSE TO FLY BACK? travelling to and fro extreme sides of Spore for a meeting. A MEETING which im sure i dont have to talk much in! WTF?!?!?!? and on top of that, I HAVE NO LESSON ON FRI! i need to transfer some of my stuff home on thur, cuz its recess week and i need to use them! since we are NOT coming back to hall after the event, i tink i will just carry a BIG BIG bag back to east on sat then huh.. bcuz you are a good fren, i cant say NO. but trust me i reali DONT KNOW how to speak nicely to you for now! SUPER SUPER F***ED UP! sleeping too little...... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:53:00 am |
| Monday, February 16 |
 as promised... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 9:37:00 pm |
| Sunday, February 15 |
| i cant help it, it reminds me of what i went thru last year, and the year before. twice i have been way beyond my limit. i rmb clearly how it felt, and i am already so scared. it seems like impossible to be a happy ending now, yet it felt so perfect at other times. y do we have to go thru this over and over again? bcuz i know how it feels, bcuz i know this is the last time, bcuz i know how difficult it will be, and bcuz i know how impt this is to me. im afraid to make a single mistake, thats why im always saying sorry. im no longer how i used to be, and i hope the change can make a difference. i shld be satisfied, i shld not ask for more. but ppl ard me are just NOT helping. sat there for one hour plus, totally lost and scared. what happened? pls do not ask me what happened, that is precisely the question in my mind, and the cramp and headache just make things far worse. what a messy post, my mind is in a mess now. and there is no one i can talk to about this. i need a hug. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:21:00 pm |
| Tuesday, February 10 |
| its 4am and i cant fall asleep! roar! so here i am updating about the past week, have been wanting to blogging since rahh rahhh rahhh ago, but din have the time, i tink this shall be a fast update. for the past few dayS!!! you've been BOTHERING me! normally i just laugh it off, thinking that im already prepared for this anw, but NOT this time! cuz its WAY too over! up until now im still EFFING pissed! you one bloody self centered piece of shit! FUCK OFF! so last week, handed in one assignment wich took me a whole nite to do!! din slp at all on tue nite, went for early kls on wed morn and the day last till 530pm! slept at 4am again on wed, and i rmb clearly when i lie on my bed it felt like ages since the last time i slept well. thur went vivo with roomie after our lesson, SHOP SHOP SHOP! despite seeing SALE everywhere, i still spent a well 200++ on that day!! i tink i tend to spend alot when im pissed with smth. vent my anger on my poor money :( fri woke up late, met OF at city hall and we walked the whole marina! i finally fulfilled my Rib craving after so long! the lunch/dinner was DAMN nice!! im my opinion... din buy much that day cuz OF limit me to one item per shop, pathetic! ok i reali should save money this month! this week is damn pack already :( and i still have one more assignment due on friday. argh! yet i need to start appearing in athena gathering/FOC matters cuz i feel DAMN guilty alr! dental tmr with OF. the company is great, but im REALI SICK OF town! cant wait to get the metal out!!!! thankiew zr :):) |
| (Your Name) ♥ 3:57:00 am |
| Tuesday, February 3 |
| ok as the title goes, im bloody hungry now! waiting for my maggie mee! wanted to slp but roomie is doing her precious vday card! went out with yaya today! haha! she is still my same old yaya! i drag her to medicure with me! but she din manage to keep all ten fingers safe for even one hour! heh heh :):) alrite.. schools has been rather slack so far, this sem is super slack! i tink Quek is right! we can finish all our modules within 3 years!! oh ya! im in ths ame tut kls with her for 2 modules now! its fun catching up with each other during kls! reali boring kls! lol. laughing at our random old jokes :) and to you my dear gal, i tink i've made it very clear! to most of your questions, NO!! for now its him, and only him! nth can change that, even if its the 'him' you are thinking about. 死心眼！！ noob???? |
| (Your Name) ♥ 1:56:00 am |
| Monday, February 2 |
ok i know i hvn reali been updating! but well, life's been pretty much the same, no MAJOR event or changes, at least i dont rmb so i take it as non-major :):) randoms meet up with the gals to chill, shop or just spent time doing silly things.. like helping the crazy-cannot-stop-laughing hsin out of the dressing room, cuz she lock herself in. and blah blah... :):) and for you, thank you soso much! the reason why i feel like blogging today, was talking to noob just now, and he reminded me of last year. the last thing i will ever wna rmb when im alone in hall. im so SO SO afraid now! after so long, i can still feel the pain, and im no where near prepared to go thru it a third time. and pls let there be no third time. even thou its still far away. i can only do my best, my very best! and have faith that it will come back. anw.. i hate mosquito!!! i have swollen eyes now :( SF for now! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 1:47:00 am |
