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Tuesday, September 30
LAST!
its nearly 5am in the morn!
my headache is killing me but i have JUST finished my research for proj.
i have yet to start on my essay which is due next MON!!
and studied NTH for my quiz this fri,
the thought of it is rather scary!
but the thing is, i have NO motivation to start anith!
Friend jio me to study in airport but i rather stay at home,
not i prefer to be alone, but i dun wna go airport i guess.
last yr this time, airport ans expo are like my 2nd home,
some how i dont hate studying so much then.
BUT i dun wna go back to such life!
we are not even near our exam and it feels like...!
SHAG!
no life no life!!!!!



i said so much today, and i know i havta..
its a matter of time.
i rmb how it felt to hear NO NO NO!
I promised myself no more!
its the last ting i want.




pop.. goes your last chance!



(Your Name) ♥ 4:40:00 am
Saturday, September 27
Someone tell me what exactly is going on in my mind, what exactly is happening. from time to time, my mood starts to fall with no reason, i hate the feeling, i hate myself. Determination is what i need, but with no motivation, its impossible. What is there to anicipate when all hope is lost? what i need is what you can't provide, instead of forcing you to be who u are not, lets just be ourselves.
Saying yes to that question requires determination and trust. We are different from the rest, and i believe we can do it! its a blessing, so appreciate and cherish.



Falling back or moving on is just a step difference,
but it takes so much courage for that one step.
(Your Name) ♥ 4:26:00 pm
Sunday, September 21
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERG!!!
alrite, i typed the title on 22/9, only find time now to type this post out. sorry!! don't know what exactly i have been so busy with too. SO MUCH to update! SO MUCH thoughts i would like to pen down, but when i come to this pages, all is lost. But of coz, there are things i can't say anymore, im not in any place to write about it, dont even think i should think about it, but well, blah!

SO birthday!!!!! i bought the gift while shopping in Queensway, it brought me and hsin laugh like siao cha bors, ok maybe im worse. DAMN FUNNY! 3 damn gay boxers! lol. for someway who started the 'gay family', i tink its very suitable! and he is very satisfied with the gift too!!!!

shades!! which i bought last min with his gay 'darling', I still tink its too small! Why you guys just don't agree?! whatever.... but you better love it berg! i choose one!
brought the bdae boy to Aston, alrite maybe we din bring him there, old trick, find-your-own-way-here. but i gave a hint wayyyy too obvious. NOT FUN! food was okay, EXCEPT for my gross beef vein! YUX!

Finished our food, happy boys and not so happy gal. BUT I made a big woohaa when i saw darling hsin! omg we took maybe 2 seconds to register its each other, exclaimed and blahblah, can imagine yea? 2 gals on the road "omg omg omg!!" haha damn funny! i tout you work in Joo Chiat???? gal thats Katong!!!! Well the guys decided to abandon me and proceed on, isit reali so paiseh? you know i was nearly knocked down by a car while attempting to catch up!!

Anyway, we settled in Macau Cafe, dear yl ordered DURIAN pudding, durian.. the last thing i wna see smell EAT in this world! but despite that, i still had my little share of it, HEAVENLY! so durian-ish that yl decided to dabao home! ... ...

Half the time the guys were talking about ns, and me? stone.. i dont understand all those short forms, blah blah blah and ***. But i can tell that the guys reali dread gg back to camp, jiayou ba..its part of life, like what you all said, makes you cherish things more:)

On my way back, it feels familiar, so much memories went thru my mind. yet its diff this time, we are heading the opps direction, and at the end of the day, i know, im on my own.




have been sleeping rather late these days, 6 7 am is a norm now, not good!

Why must you guys tell me this? i cant pretend i nvr hear, nvr see, nvr talked about it. even now, talking about it still hurts, badly! i look ok, i sound ok, but even me myself don't know if i reali am. for as long as i can last, i will not look back, cuz i know, what is best for us.

for you.. i need to let go. for you.. i will move on. even if it tears me apart.. ZR..



so much i cant say..

(Your Name) ♥ 11:11:00 pm
Friday, September 19
darling <3


to my dear gurl, no point sheding tears over him alrite? if i could, i would pray for a eraser for you, erase the memories, erase that past, erase the 'him' who made a mess in your life. SCREW HIM!!!! That water bottle is lost, lost for GOOD! i gave you a new one yea? its a gift from me! start afresh gal, i know you can do it, lets do it together alrite? stop looking back, dont hold on to that past, look forward to your funture somebody ok?!

im starting to miss those days. what if... what if i have choosed to stay? i guess it would be much more carefree than now, cuz im quite sure, nth would have happened..




when is my turn??

(Your Name) ♥ 3:02:00 am
Wednesday, September 17
one one...
currently, i don't feel like sleeping. in fact im very much awake now!
updating in my senior's room AGAIN! haha staying up here AGAIN...
the day is rather pack, had 3 periods of lesson in the morn, prof gave us the time to discuss about our proj and we chit chat our way through.. haha..
rushed down to meet me wanhsin.. wanhsin darling.... a day in ikea/queensway..



i bought these 3 containers today, took me 10 mins just now and i still hvn figure out WHAT ON EARTH im going to put in there!! nvm.. its nice :)

the square box is bengawan solo moon cake box, VERY NICE! i brought it here, with no idea what should be kept in there as well :) lol..

came back hall and was given 5 mins to change and get ready for the cball igb.. i din run much bcoz im the captain AGAIN.. 6 years since i last played a proper cball match, its too fast.. i prefer it our way, our style, more challenging as well :)

Badminton was very fun, partially bcoz it was just a game and i am a noob compared to the rest, my awkward pose, 'fast' reaction and and taiko-ness, all just seem so funny, mismatch and stuff.. Was like a clown pls, being smashed right on my eye, back and shoulder, simply ridiculous la I!! we love to ji xiao mr ken, din know you can play!!

will continue my athena post soon!!

catch me if you can:)

(Your Name) ♥ 5:04:00 am
Tuesday, September 16
Athena <3
Here are the fotos i've promised. my hall life with the athenians :)
of coz these are just a tiny part of our fotos, we took soooo many that none of us are willing to tag the fotos on facebook, i tried, but gave up.. simply too many!

Athena to Timbre! original plan was to chill in Double O but due to blahblah.. we decided to go Timbre, great place! :)
Came back at 3 plus and guess what, the whole grp mahjong and card game in my room till morning! happening yea? FUN!


my damn high HGL!!!
POSING!

Kevin sey already! his stoning face! lol.



Hall event, ice skating in Jurong entertainment.
ice skating is NOT easy! I fell soso many times alrite! went there with my ankle guard cus of my pig ankle, still swollen (even untill now)! haha.. but we all enjoyed ourselves!!




STUPID BOON! what face is that la!!!

but i admit he does look like someone, WHATEVER!
Learning!!

SEE! falling down again, this time tgt with my roomie!
hahaha.. Jiale extra leh!!!
We love Mac!!
MY SUPER FUNNY/WRONG SENIOR!!!

HALL BASH IN ZOUK!!



DAMN HIGH!


Long overdue FOC photos..
just the more presentable and glam fotos...
i tink we have all tgt near 700 fotos of FOC!!! lol.

Photo Formation!


ANYTIME ANYWHERE!


Last night of FOC in cineleisure.




high high high!!!



I have yet to include my D&D and bdae celebrations fotos.. and not mentioning outings with my 415 darlings and CO family.. will do it once i have the time to :)
i miss my bed now.. BADLY!!!




going back to how we started..
good sign for us, YOU...





(Your Name) ♥ 2:28:00 am
Tuesday, September 9
Happy 19th Birthday HSIN!!
AH HSIN!!!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!


five years of friendship,
five years of memories..
five years worth of photos tgt..
many many more five years to come!!
thankiew dear gal for all the laughter and joy..
I want to be there to wish you happy birthday every year!!!
LOVE YOU GIRL!!









STAY PRETTY ok!!
I STAY BY YOUR SIDE ALWAYs!!
XOXO!!!!!
P.S. sry gurl, after a few failed attempts to photoshop the photos, I GIVE UP!
im simply a noob!!!
(Your Name) ♥ 11:14:00 pm
Sunday, September 7
was chatting on msn..two friends gave me different advise, and after going through this for so long, i would say both are right, but i choose to believe that one of them is a false hope, a dream too beautiful to be true. not saying i've lost all hope, but sometimes, we just have to be more realistic, face the fact and not plunge head in again. Yet somehow, its so hard to let go,im not out of it yet, not anywhere near, but i guess i have to. Though i still want an answer to my question, but it doesn't matter anymore now, cuz we can't go back in time, we move forward.. let time answer my question. I know, one day, you will be sure.





same bdae wish in two years.. will it ever come true?
(Your Name) ♥ 2:25:00 am
Friday, September 5
The Unsaid
so we are wrong, its not him..
all these while, we are thinking about the wrong person.
but well, its a good thing.
at least you let go of him already, moved on:)
who ever that other one is, all the best! the real one.


Who is zr?? maybe its not a him afterall.
everyone has their secret, smth which belong to them,and them only.
To me, zr is not a secret, its more of a memory.
you may have guessed what it is, but let us leave it as it is.


where is my secret jar? i've not seen it for ages...
afew more celebrations, a few more gifts, still waiting for the whole set to be ready for a combine foto.so far, its rather beary, simply love my friends.. :)


as the day draws nearer, i just want to disappear..
(Your Name) ♥ 2:44:00 am
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