|
|
|
|
| Sunday, August 31 |
| had my d&d last nite in hoilday inn.. everyone was in their retro outfit, damn cute!! pleasant surprise from ATHENA!! THANKIEW SO MUCH!! thankiew roomie, i LOVE the bear!!! more update when i get hold of the fotos :) 夜 黑夜 寂寞的夜里 气 生气 对自己生气 软弱的电话 又打 给你 想 听你 那边的空气 有 什么 精采的话题 你还是温柔 给我 婉转 的距离 我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道 世界若是 那么大 为何我要忘你 无处逃 我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道 世界若是 那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到 会 很会 伪装我自己 你 不该背我的秘密 沉重都给我 微笑 给你 奔 狂奔 空旷的感情 走 暴走暴走的伤心 透明的叹息 最后 还是 我的秘密 things have changed significantly. sometimes, you are like a stranger to me. sometimes, you are the same old you. i rmb my bdae last year, if i have a chance to re-do the whole thing, i will still do the same, say the same, and cry like i did last year. cuz i know, i just know.. i should... p.s. im blogging to keep myself awake again, roomie i wna slp!!!!! the only person i wanna see today is you. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 10:45:00 pm |
| Friday, August 29 |
| hey there, I am super duper tired now, but im in my senior's room watching them play mj. I am NOT going to play! NO! Don't dare already, they are all so pro! I want to go back slp badly, but im too scared, haha noob yea? went to watch 4bia with yaya jace and jk ytd, Mindnight movie!!! DAMN scary pls, nvr so scared before in quite afew years already. Maybe the movie wasn't that bad, its the atmosphere, people who know me knows that i like watching horror movie coz i like to laugh at others screaming, BUT ytd, NO ONE was screaming!!! Thru out the first 2 stories, the cinema was dead silent! FREAKY!! And the 3 buddies beside me made me more nervous!! The funny things is, me jace and yq watched the last story behind my newly bought scarf, HAHA DAMN FUNNY!!! but we were still screaming like nobody's business. Quite a new experience while watching horror movie :) the movie ended at 11 plus, and my hp choose to 'die' at such a good timing! In desperation, i called via and cabbed to her hse to stayover. I DONT DARE TO GO BACK HALL ALONE!! thank god i have you gurl!!!! it was a right choice, talk and gossip till very late, updated each other about our uni life. Gurl, you have our support! im sure yo will get use to the environment and culture in no time!! No worries :) update about the past week.. last sunday night, celebrated Qi's bdae with Da clique, i am still very proud of the surprise we gave Qi. SO romantic! Monday, ended kls at 730, too late to join Athena for dinner, dabao for jiahui and we decided to go JP to walk walk. a cup of coffee reali can cheer us up! came back at 12 and poor jh has to study. but a big fat bee disrupted our silence, it was hit by our room fan and was half dead beside jh's hp. and guess how we got rid of it? we invited our snr to clear the 'thing' for us. They studied till 4am.. Tue, went ice skating till 1am, hall activity. first time on ice, freaking slippery, i fell ALOT of times!! partly due to my weak and STILL swollen ankle :( lucky i wore ankle guard that day. It was fun overall, I love being with the athenians, i can always forget whatever troubles with their company. Thou their teasing can be rather irritating, bt well, i have learn to close my ears :) Wed, initial plan was to go Zouk, but we somehow ended at Double O. The funny thing is, we cant go in due to AGE LIMIT!!! RAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn sian! damn suay! so we walked to nearby clark quay, the gals went in Arena for a quick drink before we head for timbre. Had the popular drink, screaming multiple orgasim, NICE:) reached hall at around 3am and the night is not yet over. The group gathered in MY room after bath to play mj and cards. Just imagine, 4am and they were still so high playing dno what wawa zhi ma game on our bed.. Amazing man!! MJ till breakfast time, ate and BANG i went on my bed!! Quick lunch with eva before heading for my lecture, gal lets have lunch more often! GOSSIP!! Thur, i cant rmb.. i tink we played Vball till midnight. hmm... bath and went to a snr room to watch mj??? should be ba.. Fri, my long day. went Vivo at night to meet Row and SY for dinner. It was great catching up with the both of them!! watched FATE, but bcoz of miss rowena, we left halfway through the movie, and instead, we played poker card on the top floor.. DAMN hilarious la. I went to row's room to take my dress before cabbing back to hall.. Dear row's sis know me as ...'s gf.. I was like HUH????? mistake mistake :( sat and sunday, had my long awaited rest at home, my hp was starting to be soot soot but i just ignored.. Mon, STM!! i cant rmb. Tue, went citylink with roomie to shop for my hall dnd. spent HUGE sum that day. BROKE!! met wanhsin and continue to shop. rushed everywhere and still din get to sign up for the run.. SORRY hsin~ came back to hall and some of my og snr had supper (cupnoodle) in my room. :):) love the company coz i was alone in my room before they came, emo-ing... the supper was followed with HTHT, 5am and everyone KO-ed in my room. Wenqi stayed to accompany me after they left, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! i was too scared to stay alone, noob noob... Wed, lesson cancelled so i went out to meet jace yaya and jk. suppose to shop for my dnd again but well, watched 4bia.. lol... that explains why im here in this room, refusing to go back to my room alone. roomie went home, hope she is okie!!! GOD I DUNT KNOW WHAT IM TYPING.. SUPER SHAG!! glad that i finally did my update.. no photos bcoz i hvn get my lappie.. next time :) I MISS YOU! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 3:43:00 am |
| Tuesday, August 26 |
| im ultra ultra sad now. because of your one word or msg, it can make such a difference to me, im amazed, at the same time, disappointed with myself. Life has been good, real good. Im so busy that i dont have time for old friends and family. but looking back at the past 3 weeks, amongst the fun and laughter, i dont understand why i have to pack my schedules to such extent. its pack, yet empty.. its pack, till i don't have time to think, to emo, to be alone and wonder off to our past. I don't know how long i can last, i wonder where is my limit. Since im already facing it here, i will just have to live with it, learn to ignor and laugh it off. What hurts the most.. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:36:00 am |
| Sunday, August 24 |
too sick to update.. just go this link to see what happened in Holland V :) jace-z.livejournal.com thank you for the company the other night, thank you for the advise thank you for the fun and jokes thank you for sharing so much with me thank you for your hand thank you for the care and concern thankiew :) |
| (Your Name) ♥ 6:08:00 pm |
| Monday, August 18 |
I reali hope you like the birthday surprises!!! we are so sweet rite? i love you gal.. btw that 2 gals slping soundly beside me now,dog and leck. will update more when i get the fotos... the past weeks have been reali fun! late mahjong sessions.. nite vball.. cupnoodle supper tgt.. late nite chat and all... i dont get to even see my bed everyday until at least 3am.. maybe thats why my cough is still so serious after one month.. it kinda got better before the camps.. and now its worse!!! my throat is SUPER pain now after the durian cake! i still cant believe that you bought a durian cake!!!! wong peifen!!!! another busy week ahead.. and i have started studying, its crap!!! no idea why im leaning some courses but well.... i hope time stops now, cuz i know i cant handle whats to come few mths later.... every date is a reminder.. it hurts..... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 3:32:00 am |
| Sunday, August 17 |
why are you asking me to wait?? i hope i can move on, but for now.. i have totally stop dead on the spot, its back to square one i guess. what to do now? just hope for the best.. despite what you've said, i cling on the only hope, that i can still make a difference.. even though the process is very tiring... vv tiring.. will update about the past week next time.... when can i stop counting? |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:17:00 pm |
| Monday, August 11 |
so i went back to check my ankle today, i nearly kena the same uncle again.. omg i was so scared bcuz im always this suay, my dad was laughing at me.. yea yea.... but luck is on my side today, his son treated my ankle today. its not that intimidating la, but still, its super pain. other than the twist and turns.. he pulled and pushed my whole leg until he hear cracks everywhere, god bless me!! hope he didn't worsen my ankle cuz the cracks were really scary, omg my joints!! and he suspect there's a hairline crack after he checked my swell and progress.. omg i nearly fainted when he told me that, WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD DO ALL OF THE ABOVE AND LIKELY WORSEN THE CRACK?????????????? im sure he is just joking yea? i can walk around normally, jump run and ... hmm... i cant kneel down or squat.. yup but thats not serious! NO CRACKS! im going back on wed again! sian..... zr :( |
| (Your Name) ♥ 8:06:00 pm |
| Sunday, August 10 |
read her blog, its exactly what im thinking at the moment.. i hate myself for the lack of determination. but it has been one week, one short week and im losing all motivation to move on. i feel like shit... you used to ease my pain in everyway, but i had to admit, i can sense the hesitation in you now. no longer mine... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 10:34:00 pm |
| i can't stop coughing!! and now my ankle is bandaged.. i can't go sentosa tmr :( why am i always asking the most stupid questions. the answer is obvious, maybe i was hoping you can prove me wrong. if things have changed before.. guess i just din notice. though i have already accept the fact long ago, it hurts to hear it again. i used to think if you can do it, i can do it as well! i am sure of that.. but where is the motivation now? i tried so hard.. just when i thought i can do it, everything, everyone starts to remind me of the cruel fact. if there's one thing i need the most now, is a eraser, to clean all memories of the past two years... or keep the promise even thou i know it doesn't count animore.. silly boy, 'i miss you' does mean smth.. you just dont understand urself... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 3:53:00 pm |
| Saturday, August 9 |
im finally free.. but just for awhile.. quick update! 2 camps are over!!! i love athena and apollo!!! had 2 amazing race and 2 fright night... and other games... yes i survived through both!! it was awesome, especially the last night. everyone was DAMN high.. hall life has started for a week alr... enjoying myself, great ppl, happening life!! i want more mahjong! more volleyball! hall bash in zouk on monday.. cool... i simply love athena! went to check my ever-swollen ankle today.. the sin seh!! is like a kopitiam uncle pls!!! scared me! i was praying not the kena him, but well.. he twist and turn my poor ankle, VERY PAIN YOU KNOW!!!!! i can actually walk normally already.. BUT NOW! its bandaged.. how am i going sentosa like this on monday?? and im suppose to go back there again to check my progress, cuz he said its very serious.. crap.. the medicine smell, I CAN'T STAND IT! just a dream.. a dream so real.. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 7:07:00 pm |