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| Wednesday, April 30 |
28 April I didn't know chatting can be so tiring, thankiew for all the crap and rubbish. but watch your words, it can be offending at times. anw, i was being sandwiched today at work, two baobeis from restructure sitting next to me like bodyguards, and their only topic, NS!! i was trying hard to shut my ears and concentrate on my work, but they are just too loud to ignor. worried worried worried!!! 29 April B&J free cone day. met wanhsin for awhile, still as crappy as ever. cheer up darling!!! gd luck to me tmr!!! 30 April nvm... next time. i typed this post 2 days ago. only manage to post it now at office. :(:(:( |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:24:00 am |
| Sunday, April 27 |
so the weedend is over, i spent most of the time reading and sleeping. sleep erases all differences: then and now. disappointment and relief. mixture of feelings. yes im emo, i won't deny. it is no longer like before, i have to accept the difference but i prefer to ignor, maybe you do care but so what? its the action that matters. 19 already. im waiting.. patiently.. its our promise. kuku & xx |
| (Your Name) ♥ 8:43:00 pm |
| Saturday, April 26 |
I have some problems with uploading the photos, so some other day i guess. Anw I am looking thru the relevant information now, i dont see the point of doing so since i dont want to accept the offer, but he said its a learning point. well for that, i will bear with it for a few more weeks. hope everything will be over real soon. work... about the same, other than the fact that workload has increased significantly. most of the ppl in restructure and disbursement team has shifted their place, thou we are not affected directly, but i don't like to have an officer facing me. yesterday afternoon was spent in vault listening to ghost stories in tekong, since our in-charge was on a half-day leave. its fun! they said im good in making sound effects,haha. for my dear fren, don't be sad. even thou the answer may not be what u hoped for, but at least u tried this time. take care of urself. do you know what im going through?? |
| (Your Name) ♥ 1:09:00 pm |
| Friday, April 25 |
| what was suppose to be smth good turns out bad, juz bcus of one word, one freaking word from you that sound SO harsh. WHAT? wat do you think? it left me speechless. i have to put you off, bcus my fren needs me more, afterall it was my fault, my idea |
| (Your Name) ♥ 10:33:00 pm |
| Sunday, April 20 |
Well i actually recieved the reply on thur, i din know wat to do, was way too tired to think properly, i dont understand what it means anw. Until now, im still comtemplating if i want it anot, i din tell anyone yet, bcus i dont wat it to happen. I know it will be a waste of his time, but i dont have the courage to say no. I cant even imagine myself being there. but despite all these, i went to bed last night, smiling. thankiew :) Labels: ... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 7:45:00 pm |
| Saturday, April 19 |
| Ended my private blog. Its a start. :) |
| (Your Name) ♥ 1:22:00 pm |