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| Wednesday, November 25 |
| holiday is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well.. after one day of sleeping. i feel alot better! din sleep before my last paper. not that i studied through out the night. i was in nie canteen with my fren and i TRIED to slp! and.... i dont need one more brother.. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:23:00 AM |
| Wednesday, November 18 |
| thanks for talking to me when i needed someone the most. both of you.. you, who reminded me of who i used to be. and you, who can somehow, read my mind. i feel that, my mind, my heart, din mature as i grow... in fact. the opposite is happening. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:16:00 AM |
| Saturday, November 14 |
| i lied.. i did cry.. and it was like a waterfall. i said those things cuz of your indifferent attitude towards everything this time. but your words are a thousand times worse. you have no idea...... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 1:13:00 AM |
| Saturday, November 7 |
| so i am sitting in the living room now.. typing the never ending chinese essay.. next week is gna be insane. i just hope i can finish this essay soon! there are way too many distractions here. even parents are distraction. the place itself. the things that need to be done, ppl that we have to meet. the only comforting thing is the support from you guys:D and i will be back soon.... going back to my essay! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:59:00 AM |
| Monday, November 2 |
| the ugly side of human! i nvr want to see your face ever again bitch! it is you! that caused his life! ITS A LIFE! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA!? he took care of you! your whole life! you din have to work! your life was fucking good! YOU GET WHATEVER YOU WANT CUZ OF HIM! he worked hard for YOUR family! your daughters! YOU! and everyone that have to do over that side! none of you care?! if only one.. ONE DAMN PERSON was there for him! if only ONE FREAKING IDIOT ask him to go to a HOSPITAL! and not a bloody useless clinic! nothing would have happened! he worked his life for the ppl he love. but the last few days of his life.. he felt like a lonely old man.. yes no one expect such things to happen, so fast, so sudden.. BUT this is life! you know he is no longer that healthy, but DID YOU even think of taking care of him?! did you for once, JUST ONCE! think that you should spend more time with him? rather than meeting your other 三八s for the never ending mahjong sessions?! he was so sick the past few days! and you left him ALONE with the useless maid. you left him to go do a clinic ALONE! what were you thinking bitch?! WHAT?! if only.. someone was there. if only.. grandpa.. you went to a private hospital earlier... and not wait till you faint.. if only the doc in gov hospital were more experienced.. nth would have happened, at the most, just hospitalised for a few days. then i can still visit you this holiday, next holiday, for your bdae as planned.. you have many more years to enjoy! at least.. be a little more prepared. i know you have many things undone, many things unsaid... life.... i dont want to know all these, but i cannot avoid.. sooner or later they will tell me.. i will never forgive you! but again.. i dont tink you are at all sad.. you are busy digging his things and thinking of how to renovate the old house.. dont you ever expect me to call you puo puo... you are not worth it! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:54:00 AM |
| Saturday, October 31 |
| if not for you guys, this week would probably been the slowest week of this sem. thanks for the comany and support:D hall is reali becoming long term chalet for us now. late night activities are just getting better!! :D and hmmm.. i have been keeping myself real busy! and its working well:) not emo!!! just random thoughts at times. haha its nearly 630am.. come to think of it, i've not sleep BEFORE 5am this whole week.. sleeping disorder :( |
| (Your Name) ♥ 6:12:00 AM |
| Wednesday, October 28 |
| so once again its near morn. i cant sleep. good night world! meowmeow.. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 5:20:00 AM |
| Tuesday, October 27 |
| URGH!!!!!1 WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE DAMN FACEBOOK! its been 2 or 3 days alr! OMG! FIX IT! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 7:01:00 PM |
| i am still accepting the fact that you've left me. without a tiny little sign or warning. you din wait, din give me a chance to say goodbye. we are so near, so near to dec, but you din wait. the news came too abrupt this noon, it was like a PANG on my heart. it skipped a beat, or ten beats... questions, a million questions i want to ask. what happened, how did it happen? why? i want to be there... even now, i want to be there. lost.. i dont want to think animore, so i kept myself busy. busy till now. im even afraid to close my eyes. i will miss you alot.. zr.. help me get thru this.... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 4:22:00 AM |
| Monday, October 26 |
| wanted to upload some pretty pictures i found online, but well.. hall internet is getting on my nerves. sorry for another wordy post. i will keep it short. school has been ultimatly slack! its a good thing we have rushed finish all presentations early:) seen alot of emo kido ard. espc in hall... dear frenz. be strong. i feel useless, cuz i can do nothing to make you guys feel beta. many things are easier said than done, everyone knows the facts, what to do and what not to do. "she is not worth it" " let go and move on." things like this, can one reali do it? honestly, i can't even move on myself, what more can i ask them to do. gal, i can laugh with you, cry with you.. you must pull thru this period dear! on a side note, i found a not v small blue black on my right ankle. its near the old injury.. still wondering where and how i got it from. hmmm its rather pain actly! worried :( |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:28:00 AM |
| Saturday, October 24 |
| i dont have the courage to do so now. i hate the taste, i hate the feeling, and i don't see the point of it. dear gal. be strong. it breaks my heart too to see your falling apart. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 4:53:00 PM |
| Friday, October 23 |
| i saw your status. shocked! confused. but well. like you said, life goes on... i hope you are happier now.. miss you:) |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:44:00 AM |
| went for mambo this week, hall gals are mambo crazy! but anw the point is, i actly had a major bad cramps on wed!!! got myself mc with hsiang and we both skipped class. slept my whole afternoon away with wet hair. i totally hate this weather! and the persuation and temptation started at night when everyone start to prepare for mambo. in the end, i chionged extra painkiller and went with the last batch. when i met the rest at holiday inn, all of them were either wasted, high, RED, or gone.. well, i was a little pissed cuz the guys were half forcing gals to drink! whats the point of going in with a bunch of drunkies?! christ cant even dance properly! mc was dozing off most of the time.. so first half of the mambo was spent taking care of the drunk and after most of them finally puked, we the sober were TIRED! cramp din hit me that night:D (luckily) and i saw the true color of the guys! omg! flirting, touching, making out like nobody's business. zouk was rather empty that night, but i was disgusted by what i saw there. i will nvr see those guys the same way, and i dont tink i will go mambo if they are gna drink 2bottles within one hour again! and today! 7 clubbers and evon went out for lunch. we all squeezed into mc's car. amazing but fun! rushed back so that i can meet hsin on time! but i was late.. like always! dental SUCKS! but i love the company!!! suppose to buy a watch today, but ARGH! pissed off! nvm.. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:16:00 AM |
| Wednesday, October 21 |
| so i spent ard one hour plus on bike today!! interesting experience! i was freaking scared! got horned twice on our way to city hall, the damn FU car was so freaking near me when he overtake that i got SO SCRAED!!!! squeezed poor jk's shoulder and yea he cursed quite afew time too cuz of that car! some drivers are just so out of their mind! PIE had a major jam on our way there, peak hour SO he had to ride BETWEEN cars, lorries, BUSES!!!! and even those big big car used for construction work.. i concluded motorists have high chance of being SQUASHED! or suffer from lung diseases, or maybe heart attack!! haha overall it was a "fun" ride.. UNTIL........ it started raining on our way back hall, OMG!! WE WERE THAT SUAY! its like little insects biting you when raindrops fall on your at the speed or 80km/hr. poor jk was super wet! THANKIEW SOSO MUCH FOR THE RIDE BACK HALL!!! i know its 35km!! hoho.. i wouldn't say i have change my view towards motorists.. i still tink its VERY VERY DANGEROUS to ride a bike. but well... it depends on the dirvers too.. oh and, sorry for the screaming on the bike... it felt SO diff from taking a car! haha extra windy aircon and messy hair!!! it felt good to reach 110km/hr.. CUZ there was practically no car at certain parts of pie. can imagin how late it was eh? ahem! but do not encourage speeding!!! ONCE IN A WHILE is ok..:D BIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! meowmeow |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:28:00 AM |
| Saturday, October 17 |
| my stomach NEARLY burst after the XLB buffet just now! XLB is NICE!!!!!! but i dont tink i will eat any XLB again for at least 2 months?! i am greece gal today according to someone, that wasn't my intention to dress that way but yea somehow i reali look like one. today is the day i reali REALI REALI hope i passed my driving one month ago! so that i dont have to RUSH ACROSS singapore and spend SO MUCH on cab! but anw, blame it on myself :( and i am here to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR YAYA!!!!!!!! ITS BEEN AGES SINCE I LAST MET YOU! AND I MISS YOU TONNES!!!!! i miss our crap! i miss your cute little actions that never fail to make me laugh for AT LEAST 5 mins! i miss your complains and how you describe everything! i miss just being with you, be it studying, shopping or just chilling out! i miss your company dear!!!! promise to meet up more ok! you know i love you! and YUCAI!!!! din expect to see my name on your blog! sorry for the disappearance after 31aug! BUT YOU WERE WAY TO BUSY TO UPDATE ME ABOUT YOUR LIFE TOO! we should meet up more too gal! and hsin! before exam or during holi k busy gal!!!!! today is 17th october! there will be many many more 17th oct. i will always be happy on this day! promise me! promise myself! meowmeowmeow!!!!! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:57:00 AM |
| Thursday, October 15 |
| crazy weeks of essays, endless presentations and tests are over like FINALLY! but all those work and stress, jenny is very happy these days:) thankiew so much:D meowmeowmeow:) |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:12:00 PM |
| Friday, October 9 |
| hope things will work out for the 2 of you.. you are the last i wna see being sad and emo. silly gal. stay strong! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 2:30:00 AM |
| Tuesday, October 6 |
| loves athena 08:) loves HTHT.. meow meow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and... is working beyond her limit!!! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:22:00 PM |
| Thursday, September 24 |
| time flies... but memory will stay. you may not be the sweetest. but you are the best. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 4:55:00 PM |
| Wednesday, September 16 |
| ITS BAD NEWS FOR ME! very bad news.. but at least i was well-controlled. i just want my only wish this bdae to come true............. but now, i have afew proj and one essay due next week. so stay focused!!! |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:01:00 PM |